Some days I find myself trying to be happy by...
I sit there and laugh...

No, don't be worried.
I'm the strong one...

Why do I still feel this way?
There's a devil inside my brain...

I have this love, and yo I just don't know,
If I'm quite getting my point across to you yet...

Feelings change like hours in a day,
A misplaced child slowly tearing away...

How is life worth living?
I see no purpose...

I wake up every morning in this strange place I'm...
All my clothes are here, my makeup, my hairspray...

I lie there, knees to my chest,
uncontrollable tears streaming down my cheeks...

He's got this sweet gleam in his eye.
A perfect 10 indeed...

I try to think positively,
that never seems to help...

Why is it that I wait for him to call, but never...
Maybe his strategy is the same as mine...

My mind is left wondering what could have...
My heart is left aching because of my actions...