When things go wrong
and life turns rough...

I'm sitting all alone, but I'm not lonely
I'm staring at my walls, but I'm not sad...

Lying on my bed,
Staring at the celing...

Who is she
she sits and cries...

Gone away to find myself...
lost in the deep dark depression of self pity and...

This isn't a poem,
this is rage...

Life for me is meaningless,
Unlike his or hers...

She hides behind a mask
So you don\'t see her...

Memories
Here, there, then gone...

One minute I'll be happy, smiling & carefree,
The next thing I know...

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I wonder who I am...

My feelings are mixed up
I dont know what I feel...