Lost Feelings

My feelings are mixed up
I dont know what I feel
I usually understand my feelings
but this time i feel ill
all the horrible words said
all the good times washed away
that gut feeling you have
what did you do today?
feelings,feelings, mixed up feelings
all bottled up inside of me
I cant let them out even if I tired
I need someone to help me
i feel nothing, depression is extinct
as i lay here, lazy,
but somehow tense
I close my eyes and my cares fly
my body will hense away
i have lost my good feelings