I read the words you wrote her
And hope someday she will understand...

My bleeding heart
You tore apart...

Put a bullet in my head
Days grow tired...

You are the only thing that ever meant anything to...
You were the ones that created that smile upon my...

Suicide note on the internet
Heartfelt plea for aid...

You smile at me, when all I find is disaster
You see me with eyes so different, so bright...

Do not tell me that it is okay
Do not wipe away my tears...

For one single second, in your arms, I was whole...
No more hiding, no more lying, promised myself...

Waiting for you when no one was there
Longing for love, for someone to care...

There is a war
In my head...

My words are fuelled by misery
My tears are stained with guilt...

So truly bored of empty threats
Those posts that no one can forget...