I stifle my thoughts, and bottle them until...

Last log in 2008
what was my deal? i had no right to be the way i...

Before my time there was a man, a simple man...
had life in the palm of his hand. navy, grad...

Today was the day i made myself a man
today was the day that i took a stand...

As childhood passes by you see the things you want
in this case you see the needs, the needs they...

The day my eyes saw you
you seemed to be so shy...

Say to me what i need to hear
say to me that death is near...

Looking inside the world today
it used to be so sad and Grey...

Hopeless feelings, numbing pain, these will make...
swallow whole and do not choke...

Peaceful mind killed once again
broken again, i must mend...

It seems to be that time of year
that everything changes here...

The light burns a little different at this hour
i think alot about the past but it makes my mind...