I've been away,
Drifting...
I'm so calm,
It doesn't hurt...
Pick yourself up,
Don't feel in the wrong...
The water dampens my hair,
I look above...
I'm sorry,
This is it...
It's still tearing me apart,
Though you wont know it...
You say you know,
The reasons for me...
I'm losing it,
I swear it's multiplying...
So I need you,
I need you more than ever...
I'm about to hit the floor again,
Everything I once was...
I cry tonight,
I break down...
I'm bound and breaking,
Taking on everything...