Here i am with the gun in my hand hoping that you...
I've tried so hard to let it go but it's so hard...

You said I love you
I said goodbye...

Here I am in this position again not knowing whats...
I wish I know if you cared...

People talk about suicide like it's something...
They make it seem like they don't want to live but...

I stare into a mirror where a stranger looks at...
I see her hidden secrets and her painful misery...

This pain is deep like a thousand stabbing knifes.
i wish to die but on this earth is where i lye...

I'm so angry just let me die
get me off this emotional high...