Here i am with the gun in my hand hoping that you all would understand.
I've tried so hard to let it go but it's so hard you don't even know.
I promised no speeches but i have to give one to tell you all about this here gun.
It's loaded and ready.
has been for awhile.
I just never had the guts to make it go pow.
I wish someone would have seen the mood I was in cause if they had I bet you would still have your friend.
I'm not good with words.
I've told you all that.
I'm better actions and that's a fact.
I will have no regrets no take backs.
So here with this gun I take my life.
Please don't be scared you will understand when you think about it all in your head.
