And so she swallowed her regret
And pulled the trigger.

Look at the knife. Look how I die for you.

Ruined

Every scream, is a breath I didn't take
Every scar, is a suicide I forgot to make.

Any good?

I'd kill myself just to make you happy.

It's not a cry for attention, it's a cry for help.

The way you make me feel cuts me up just like my blade does.

Ruined

Silent words are falling down my cheeks, bloody screams are on my wrist.

Ruined

You see my pain, and hear my tears, and yet you still act like everything's fine. What will it take for you to notice me?

Ruined

Trust me, you're making this anything but easy.

Even if we never talk again - please remember that I am forever changed by who you are & what you meant to me.