Who am I kidding? Things will never be the way they were. The truth is, I miss you. I'm willing to go through the bad even if it means stumbling through it all, just to have you back in my life.

What happened to us? We used to be unbreakable. And now we say things we don't mean, and neither of us try to fix this. It's like neither of us know,
what's worth fighting for.

If I ever had the courage to walk away from you, do you care about me enough to run after me?

We always go back to the ones who hurt us the most because, deep down
we know, they're worth fighting for.
they're the ones who mean the most,
they're the ones who are there through it all.

Two things i've learned in this life is to take what you're given before it's gone, and when you're holding onto something, give no intention of letting go.

Please read my new poems!Thanks

I'm losing sleep.
I'm losing time to tell you how much you mean to me. But nothing compares to the pain of the possibility of losing you.

Everytime I think I've gotten somewhere with you, I get pushed back down. Nothing's going to make this better. We're never going to be as close as we were, so I should just give up. I miss you so much but I can't seem to let you go.

There's nothing more I can do
I have nothing to gain
So for now I just sit here
Writing of my pain.

Ruined

My eyes sparkle with tears, my wrists shine with blood.

*rach

Some people's past is behind them, mine is on my wrist.

*rachel*