I sit and I stare at the wall
and all the faces looking back at me...

Feeling hot tears pour from my eyes
Wondering if I told you would you sympathise...

Can you not see I'm numb of all feeling?
with every laugh, smile or touch its my heart...

I remember that look in your eyes
I remember laughing as your face looked surprised...

What if I don't want to talk to someone about the...
What if they're too private and mixed up to be...

Its never going to the same my friends
We will never sit here like this again...

Last night I lay on my bed and cut my arm
No, its not sick, its not disgusting, its self...

I wonder if you thought about the people that are...
I wonder if you thought about your poor mum...

Let me fall asleep in someones arms
let my face light up with all their charms...

I feel so sad all of the time
In random situations I break down and cry...

I want to close off my ears away from your words
I wish I was able to stop the hurt...

You drain me of all my energy
my smile is weary and yet you still don't see...