She is just a myth
no possible way to be real...
When I felt the knife
touch my skin...
I just stand here screaming
i look deep, I'm living a fantasy...
I feel like
I'm going crazed...
I wish i was normal again
i wish i could relate...
You just stand there screaming
no one will listen to you...
I have the feeling
of my life going down...
I hate me
i hate you...
I have no feel
i have no fear...
Every so often
I get sick and demented...
When the blood drips
I look on the ground...
Nothing else matters
i don't even care...