Misery

I just stand here screaming
i look deep, I'm living a fantasy
i fell pain and suffering
sooner or later you will see

i hate this feel of misery
i hate this feel of hate
my entire life as a joke
ha-ha mother fuker check mate

i made my final move
you cant tell me what to do
I'm alone in this world
what should i do?

well its obvious...
i made my last move
I'm floating down a river
i took the scary jump

it wasn't scary at all
it was more peaceful
my life is ending
i get scared now

to feel the rocky bottoms i go
to see my life follow me
ill never know
what i could be