Dad why are you never there for
me? I'm suppose to be your...

Looked out at a darkened sky
I took the blade in hopes to die...

1, 2, 3
I can't believe this is happening to me...

I would love to just stand in the
rain with someone who cares...

Sitting here crying
not knowing what to do...

For every candle there is a flame
For every ocean there is a fish...

Pressure building
pain running through my veins...

Do you ever feel alone
even when your not...

This is it
I'm done...

My life is a ghastly mess
no one can help me now...

* written 08/21/05
Time is running out...

Laying here alone on a dark rainy night, crying...
to get through the night...