I'm on a roller coaster
Going up then...

* written 08/21/05
Time is running out...

Its a dark night the
sky is grey...

I'm writing for no reason
its the summer season...

Im sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I'm not beautiful...

Another foggy night
and nothing is alright...

Never thought it would be this way
cutting my wrist to end the pain...

My life is a ghastly mess
no one can help me now...

This is it
I'm done...

Left alone all the time
parents never home...

She sits there
Day after day...

For every candle there is a flame
For every ocean there is a fish...