Sorry I'm just in so much pain
it's driving me insane...

What am i to do
what am i to say...

How did i become this
when i was so close to happiness...

You saved yourself
from falling into hell...

What would you like me to say
tell you who and what i am...

These dreams of mine are haunting
a feeling that won't stop taunting...

The worst is finally over
you can open up your eyes...

What I'm looking for
doesn't exist any more...

You think I'm only kissing him
because he is kissing me...

I look at you and see whats real
i see threw you and know what you feel...

How can remembering the past hurt so much, it...

Has no one yet told you
how you should feel...