These dreams of mine are haunting
a feeling that won't stop taunting...

How did i become this
when i was so close to happiness...

You held me when i cried
you knew when i lied...

Will god not set me free
will he not give love that is meant to be...

What am i to do
what am i to say...

For you i wish i was the best
i wish i could help you...

Alone i stand in hell, fire, and dirt,
i try to move but I'm so hurt...

Has no one yet told you
how you should feel...

I look at you and see whats real
i see threw you and know what you feel...

What I'm looking for
doesn't exist any more...

How can remembering the past hurt so much, it...

I died the day of my birth
i already know i have no worth...