I lye here in shame
thinking about your death...

I sing myself a lullaby
as i lay me down to sleep...

I thought i would just take a little nap
before i was off to another day of b s...

I have no drive
to keep me alive...

How did i become this
when i was so close to happiness...

Close your eyes
hold the baby as it cries...

Walk my down the path
of my destruction...

What am i to do
what am i to say...

I want to send a prayer
for someone who was lost in my care...

What I'm looking for
doesn't exist any more...

These cries hurt my ears
and just want to lie here...

Mommy where are you?
I've been looking for you all my life...