Whats Worse--Saying Something You Wish You Didnt,Or Saying Nothing Wishing You Did?

I know what its like to want to die
How it hurts to smile
How you try to fit in
But you can’t
How you hurt yourself on the outside
To kill the thing on the inside

*~she laughs and smiles all the time
but not even some of her friends know
that behind that smile is pain and fear~*

Its amazing how one day
someone walks
[ [ :: into your life :: ] ]
then the next day
«--» .you wonder. «--»
¤...how you lived...¤
-w i t h o u t them-

I miSs the dAys y0u HeLd Me,aND thA dAyS i HearD your VoiCe.i miSs thE
dAys that You Were here..us faLliing
a|p|a|r|t..Was Not My Choice..i miSS the days y0u kissed mE,& the feeliNgs we USE to sh0w,but most of all i miss;the guy..i UseD to KN0W ..

Not even makeup could make her look beautiful ...
because real beauty is loving yourself
&& that's something she could never do.

&& she can't understand how
everyone goes on breathing
when true love ends ©

Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean that
her heart doesn't cry && just because she comes
off strong doesn't mean there is nothing wrong.

I smile instead of frown
i laugh instead of cry
..but that`s on the outside

&& she tries so hard to make herself okay
prays to god she`ll get over him one day