I close my eyes, and all I see,
Is death staring back at me...

I'm wounded, jaded, loved and hated,I've wrestled...
I have cried I'm striving, try to find me, i need...

I sit at home, and numb the pain,
By crying so I can stay sane...

Blood is Trinkling down my wrist.
It stings so much yet feels so good...

I'm gonna be broken forever,
No matter what you say...

I don't know why I'm crying.
There was nothing wrong...

See this fountain dark,dark red,
Thinking that I want to be dead...

I have to scream, I have to cry,
I have to say my last goodbye...

I cry and cry
and wait to die...

Kill me now, kill me sweet,
make it fast cut it deep...

I feel smaller than a rock,
Tears and pain fill up and lock...

I'm a little girl who sits and home,
And cries myself to sleep...