How do you even know not what only to smile about but how to smile anymore?

im lost and in pain and if anyone is willing to give advice im willing to listen!
amanda

Last night my world turned upside down i just hope it was for the better.

&& with mascara dripping from her eyes....the blood on her wrists she realized she just cant take the pain anymore......
to any gurl who cant get over a person she wont be with for much longer...

Christmas is only a couple days away....always remember why we celebrate this amazing holiday....JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON!!!

So this is what it feels like to fall in love with someone who you know will love you wtih everything they got!

&& she sits there crying, scared, scared to be in a relationship again, crying cuz she doesnt want to get hurt again, she doesnt want to go through another broken heart

With the blood flowing down her wrists she realized for a moment, she couldnt be happy, without him

They split up and her walls surounded her heart....makeing her scared to fall back into love again

So there a guy that puts this smile on my face.....and this smile isnt fake

I can't keep looking at him with a fake smile.....the tears are starting to show.