She can't take the feeling
of wanting to be real.
she needs something.

He was her only way of happiness
he was her love song.
they broke up,
she doesnt know what happiness is
and she has no more love song to listen to

The one thing that hid her from all things is gone and the one thing that kept reality out is missing.

She draws stars on her notebook to wish apon knowing the hearts she used to draw got broken.

Its not about who you are, its about whose you are. -Matt Anderson
Ohio Youth Convention

It wasn't till my last relationship that my feelings really cared, and because i never showed them that relationship ended.

Being a christian is more than a religion its a relationship, its a friendship, its a father/daughter/son relatonship with YOUR God.

He just didnt break her heart. with her heart comes our hearts and you broke those too. you messed up this time and i dont think its fixable.

The pain will haunt me in my sleep, but its not like i can cause myself harm right?

You know you have a best friend when u ask why your with your boyfriend and she can rattle off the reason you told her that meant the most to you.