The cancer took you, leaving you in an urn, a...
Not having a chance to say, "I love you"...
    Hold on 
don't let go...
    Drifting away into sleep,
seeing the light begin to fade...
    What is truth?
nothing but a dream we like to believe...
    I have these thoughts,
these thoughts I shouldn't...
    I bleed as 
any other world...
    Sitting alone, to scared to look into the light.
I am so afraid to fight...
    Who are we but players in a lifeless game?
We are being controlled, tormented, teased...
    Holding onto my pillow tight,
wishing I could be with you tonight...
    Your lips a crimson red, a beauty which does not...
Your eyes as though they were taken from the never...
    You couldn't pull yourself out of bed,
and all I could do was watch...