Why should i live
If i hurt the ones i live for

I was born behind bars
Live in a cage
and i wont be freed
till im dead

How can the only thing that helps me hurt me at the same time ? ?

~*~*my emotions are locked in a box
kept high on a shelf
I lost the key
and now i need help~*~*

I have cuts on my tounge
from all the things i wanted to say
BUT DIDNT

Every smile a lie
Every tear a truth
hold mi emotions
and show no truth nor lie

Every time I see you a tare is made in my heart but at the same time another tare is being heeled

I cut to remember I cut to forget I cut to punish and show my regret to know im real and still alive to remind myself at anytime i could die

Why is that even your HELLO’s can break my heart or make me feel like im flying is it because I hold them to high in meaning

As much as i say your opion doesnt mean anything to me
In reality the truth is it means everything