I always could see him staring
Out of the corner of my eye...
I promised I wouldn't forget you
But now it's like my life took a turn...
Wishing I had you
And knowing I never will...
She was my sister and best friend
We often fought, but still had fun...
Isn't it sad to live in a world
Where you fear walking down a street at night...
I've been searching for the right words to tell...
It's been so difficult trying to show all I've had...
The moving van seemed to hold another thing
That couldn't be brought back through the mail...
Watching you from afar and I never felt so much...
I wanted so horribly to tell you but I was afraid...
I want only your hands
To be holding mine...
Trying to hold back so many emotions at a time
Not even enough words for me to put to a rhyme...
My tears stained my face with running mascara
And the red just covering the whites in my eyes...
Losing you was unbearable
Only I could say it's true...