Organs protected by the bones,
bones protected by the skin,

skin protected by the blade.

I only cut my skin.
You cut me straight through the heart. xx

Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to live if I wasn't alive at all.

Search all you like....
but you've lost my trust forever x

"If you cared for me you'd stop."
That's what my love did speak,
And I promise I did try -
But I cant because I'm weak.

Never say can't -
because you know you can.

I never say can -
because I know I can't

I never trust anyone...
least of all myself.

You left me.
You chose someone else.
I'm not going to cry over you.

My tears aren't worth wasting.

When I get older I might find
My rich and perfect man.
But money cant bring happiness,

Unlike my razor blade which can.

*- Dreaming isn't worth it....
It's not worth going through the pain everytime what you long for most gets shattered when you open your eyes and see reality once more -*