When I get older I might find
My rich and perfect man.
But money cant bring happiness,

Unlike my razor blade which can.

*- Dreaming isn't worth it....
It's not worth going through the pain everytime what you long for most gets shattered when you open your eyes and see reality once more -*

I need you to sew up my ripped and torn heart, which you say is yours forever more...
But will you still want my heart when you see it cannot ever be fixed ?

I am not the predator,
But i am the pray.
Not the murderer but the murdered
Who died this very day.
The victim not the stalked
Dead from where i did get shot,
Not the bad and not the guilty,
But good and innocent...

Maybe not.

I cant believe you're leaving
And this time its for real,
My tears they wont stop flowing,
Heartbrake is what I feel.
No-ones there to wipe my tears,
No-one to rid me of my fears,
No-one there to help me fly,

For it is time to say goodbye.

Looking out through a shop window I saw a lonley looking girl. She looked so sad and upset. Then I noticed she had cuts all up her arms.
As I reached out my hands to her, she reached back.

Then I realised the girl I saw was my reflection.

It's not nice to hurt people, but sometimes the only way to get across the truth is to say things others don't want to hear....

The physical pain I am going to be put through can be no worse than the mental pain I am permantly stuck with.

I'm not scared of the truth,
I just don't usually like what it has to say.

Why all be the same
When we can all be different.