Staring at the ceiling
staring at the wall...

Friend, i am truly sorry
to be leaving you this way...

I've had another down day
I'm losing faith in fate...

Sitting here lost in thought
Thinking life through...

Going over in my head
What it is that feels so right...

I promised myself
Life over death...

I remember when it started
Oh say 7 months ago...

When I'm down and can't pick myself up
I look into your eyes and for a moment...

The sun is fading behind a grey cloud
i used to know so many people and now...

It's day one of ninety one
and you're already gone...

There she goes again
screaming into my face...

A shadow casts upon my soul
creeping blackness swallows me whole...