I watch the b.l.a.d.e. *slit my wrist*
& /feel/ the NuMbInG p.a.i.n.
I [.:broke my promise:.] but I cudn't «resist»
cuz it makes me -feel- *ok*

.:i sit here listening 2 u c.o.m.p.l.a.i.n:.
.:so [*jealous*] of ur lack of p.a.i.n:.

.:*dont* tell me I kant make [decisions]...i make them just fine...let me tell you a ~secret~...i chose «cutting» over s.u.i.c.u.d.e:.

Xx- i heard u hav *self -esteem issues*...wud it help if I told u that ur [p.e.r.f.e.c.t]¿? -Xx

Xx- u neva asked ~wutz wrong~
u .:thot:. u already knew
u just asked wut u cud do to |help|
i sed i had ((no clue))
cuz the *1 thing* u cud do 4 me
iz the *1 thing* u n.e.v.a. cud
cuz [.u don't love me.]
and i only wish u wud -xX