My World is spinning
not sure which way to turn...

You promised me you would be there till the end
you promised non of your promises were pretend...

I am too weak to go on in this life
too weak to say "NO!" to the knife...

For everything there must come a last.
A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or...

I miss your voice
i miss your smile...

Behind my smile i scream and cry
sitting here dreaming...

You have wings made of gold
use them wisely...

You pushed me to the limit
you told me time and time again...

Two years of my life i was in your control
no friends no family no life no soul...

Sitting hear thinking
about how life would be...

Dear Estelle,
I'm sorry you ever met me...

You told me you loved me
you said you wouldn't lie...