Maybe I should hate you for this, raise my voice...
call you names and hurt you tell you to go to...

As the sun rises, I find myself awaking,
the shock of the morning, my body is shaking...

So I was sitting here wondering how you let me go,
how I tried to love you as best as I could but it...

Sitting all day and sitting all night,
something stirring in the mind, something not...

I fell pretty hard for a fella once upon a time,
always wished and hoped I could make him mine...

Many nights I lay there alone wondering why...
when the pain of my life seems to surface with...

Rekindled sparks flew the other night
and I don't know what to do...

Maybe I shouldn't like him, maybe I shouldn't try,
all the times he lead me on, attention drew nigh...

So i`m a girl in the world trying to make it best...
when i see you baby, i can`t really...

I never meant to fall for you one thing I'd like...
the way I am around you, I act weird, I act...

What would you do if I told the real truth about...
Change what everyone thought they knew...

I always used to be afraid of getting to close..
Too afraid of letting lose and letting go...