When i look in the mirror
the girl you see ever day...

I realized today
your not who i thought you were...

We were friends many years back
it was soo long ago...

I'll watch as it slices through my skin
it will give me the adrenaline rush...

I cant stand the pain
of thinking of you everyday...

Pain pain go away
let me smile for just one day...

Sometimes i cant help but feel
-alone...

The clouds are fading
the sun begins to shine...

Dear heart
i would like to say I'm sorry...

I dread going to sleep
for each night...

I pick up the knife
and place it to my skin...

Yet again written a while back 9/14/05
i have become...