Depression a horrible thing to deal with
something you cant seem to escape from...

I wrote this a while ago 9/13/05
i have been doing so good...

I have this best friend you see
she is always there...

This is gonna be very long i warn you, but i would...
about three years ago...

My blade has many shapes and sizes
whether its a knife...

My days are now filled
with empty spaces...

It's not just the memories
or the sleep overs...

How could you understand
when you've never been down the road...

Cant you see
the pain in my eyes...

I try to be strong
no matter what my pain...

I still love him
and he still loves me...

The darkness surrounds me
i cant turn around...