Caitlin: When did they add a new color to the traffic light???

**Talking about the red light.**

And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion -- dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
-Fight Club

They cry in the dark, so you can’t see their tears
They hide in the light, so you can’t see their fears
Forgive and forget, all the while
Love and pain become one and the same
In the eyes of a wounded child

Pat Benatar-H*ll is for Children

How many times do I have to carve 'I love you' into my skin before you start to care??

All I want for Christmas is just one gift,
If I had just one person who loved me, my soul would lift.
One person who understands why I cut and cry,
One person who knows what it's like to want to die.

***From my poem 'All I Want For Christmas'***

The farthest distance is not life and death, but me standing in front of you and you don't know I love you...

***Not mine***

"People who try to intervene, they're good people who genuinely care about you. But they don't know what you're going through. Do what you need to do."

***R.I.P.-Elliott Smith***

I smile and laugh on the outside,
But on the inside I'm planning my suicide.

Don't worry, it's not your blood.

---T-Shirt

Why do friends say they'll always be there for you and care for you and yet they never see the tears on your face or the scars on your wrist??