I cant change the past
I cant predict the future...

I hate you for telling me you love me...
i hate you for telling me you only wanted me...

For all thats lost and all thats gainded
this is my new beginning...

Will they even care if i don't wake up tomorrow...
heaven sounds so much better than being here on...

2years of awesome days and awesome moments, we...
Your so called friends and boyfriend lied to you...

Have you ever felt like a no one?
or that you don't even exist...

Life through my open eyes is far worse than i...
staring at the closed door wondering whats behind...

NO ONE was around, just me and the forest
or so i thought...

An Angel from God was sent to earth for 18 years...
Toni went through so much in the last year and...

I loved the way you always hugged me.
I loved the way you always said you a pro at pool...

I guess I'm writing this to say good bye to as my...
i will never stop loving you that i can promise...

I know what I'm about to do and say is not the...
i love you all very much and always will. but I'm...