I fiind myself wiishiing I .x.Never.x. saiid the thiings I said that [fateful] day.
Maybe then;
You'd still be by my .x.side.x. . .

We've been through so much .x.Together.x. . .
This can't be the [end].
I >thought< you'd always be there for [me].
I guess, .x.friendship.x. is just a word to you.
It was a [promise] to .x.Me.x.

It's sad. . .
I thought we were the .x.best.of.friends.x.
But then you go behind my back. . .
& Get with the boi you know I .x.L0VE.x.

.x.Again.x.I find myself [cryiing] over you.
Wishiing I was .dead.&.burried.
Hopiing you'll see my [tears].
You never really did .x.care.x. for me.

I keep draggiin' my feet. . .
Sayiin' I don't need [you].
But then I just turn .straight. around;
& Head back to the disease of [me].
>.You.<

I've told myself.x.Time&Time.x.again;
That I'm better off without [you].
But I .always. find my way back to your [arms]. . .

You give me so many .x.Reasons.x. to love you.

Empty words.x.Empty promises.x.
Leave me be.x.Don't stay.x.
It hurts too much to love someone like you.

We say we love eachother.
But I just don't understand why we aren't together then.

You can hurt my feelings, break my body, and f.u.c.k with my mind. But one thing you cannot do; is tarnish my hope, and break my pride.