Do we ever trully learn from our past mistakes?
I guess, I'm one out of a million who makes the same one over and over again.

I can only hope he can forgive me.
It hurts to much knowing he's angry with me.
I wish I never said the things I said.
But I let my stupidity get the best of me.
Now I'm paying the ultimate price.

I messed it up.
Once again.
I know it was my fault.
But apologies never mend.
There's a rip in our hearts.
One that will swallow us whole.

I can feel the tears of my cheeks.
It's raining in my heart.

It was over before it ever began.

He stopped noticing the pain I was enduring.
He stopped listening to my words of hurt.
He stopped caring about my heart.
And in the end... He gave up on me.

Frozen In Time.
Wanting You To Be Mine.

Keep smiling...
No matter how you feel.

Nothing is forever.
Forever is a lie.
All we have is the time between,
Hello and goodbye.

I'm with you always...
Even in death.