Your dead to me
thats all i know...

The feelings i have for you
i hold deep inside...

So young
so innocent...

Drink away the pain
swollow all my pride...

As i enter the water
the cool splash or relierf hits my face...

I'm giving up on life
don't know how much more i can take...

I feel worthless i feel sick
throwing up not eating, cutting u take your pick...

Concentrating is hard to do
spesh when your always feeling blue...

Today i say goodbye
to a world i knew and loved...

Friends are there to share a laugh
there there no matter the smile or tears...

I thought things would change
i actually believed you liked me...

The other night i sat there
as i punched myself black and blue...