I'm giving up on life
don't know how much more i can take...

I'm sitting here
wearing a pretty dress and heals...

Drink away the pain
swollow all my pride...

So young
so innocent...

Your dead to me
thats all i know...

Everywhere u turn
people are crying...

The sky becomes black
as night time draws near...

The feelings i have for you
i hold deep inside...

As i enter the water
the cool splash or relierf hits my face...

Today i say goodbye
to a world i knew and loved...

I thought things would change
i actually believed you liked me...

The other night i sat there
as i punched myself black and blue...