**all i ever wanted was his hand, but i guess he never could understand**

**i wanna be the girl that you dream of when all your dreams seem so far**

**i thought what we had was real, but yet you never seemed to care what i'd feel*

**lieing to me stabbing my heart, the things you did broke me apart**

**my insecurities could eat me alive**

**i dont want to live i just want to die, cuz everythime i see you i cant help but cry**

**if you love me so much, then why do i never feel your touch?**

...please take me away from horrid sorrow, cuz i dont want to feel this way tomorrow...

..i made fresh deep cuts on each of my wrists, so now he dosent exist..

**Whisper softly in my ear, for your sweet lies i want to hear**