**i dont want to live i just want to die, cuz everythime i see you i cant help but cry**

**if you love me so much, then why do i never feel your touch?**

*looking up from inside the bottom of a silver and black casket seems perfect right about now*

*a wish is like a dream you want it, but it only exists in your thoughts*

* i want him back but i dont know if i want to go through the pain of losing him again*

**if he really loved me then why did he seem to get over me so fast**

**you and me baby ain't nothing but mammals, so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel**

**Whisper softly in my ear, for your sweet lies i want to hear**

..i made fresh deep cuts on each of my wrists, so now he dosent exist..

...please take me away from horrid sorrow, cuz i dont want to feel this way tomorrow...