*Lying on the floor of my room…bleeding the insanity out from beneath me. The sharp stinging pain that shakes my every movement becomes permanent…

*Lying on the floor of my room…bleeding the insanity out from beneath me. The sharp stinging pain that shakes my every movement becomes permanent…

You were the only one that seemed to understand the pieces of me that were broken, until you broke the pieces that could have been mended, into pieces that can never be fixed ♥

&& Im trying to (((forget))) all the good memories I have and (((remember))) all the bad ones I let go &&

*And when the time comes and I am not there don’t even start missing me.

Its funny when you think everything is perfect and it feels like your dreaming, just to find out you really are…

*When you hug me, I always put my head on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat and know your actually there and I am not dreaming of the perfect life I do not have

*Friendly hellos, hateful good-byes, sad darkened tears under her eyes, pain that is unbearable...and with that sanity is lost.....

Heart is aching and slowly breaking, the pain and the blood, the tears and the revengefully seeking fears

The blood that drips from this blade, the feelings for you they don’t seem to fade.