So many enemys
in such little time...
I love you so much and you say you care..
But when I need you the most your never there...
You trusted me
I trusted you...
You cared when i cried
you took my hand when i wanted to die...
You ask but you don't care.
you answer the phone, but your not there...
I watch as my life slowly goes by.
And how it seems like I'm not the one living it...
Today i cut and i dont know why
i thought to myself...
Today i cut
today i lied...
Today i found myself doing something i didnt want...
i try to controll my feelings not wanting to hurt...
I miss you soo much
i know where you are...
I try and i try...
but it\'s just too hard to let you go...
I know that you already feel bad
I know that you didnt mean to make me so sad...