Death must be so easy, cause life is so hard

A smile can hide a thousand feelings, baby don't feel my pain just smile back

I'm blindfolded in a world of hate but i'd rather not see the hate as i can feel it anyway...

And all he ever wanted to do was love me, i broke his heart and stole his smile, and now i don't sleep, i don't eat, i just want him back for good...but i guess i'm asking for too much

"Miageta sora tooku hate demo kagayaki wo ushinawanai kimi, taiyou ga shizumu dakedo hitori"

In japenese

"i cant stop this screaming inside, i really think i need some time with you"

Childish thoughts and nightmarish dreams,
Saddened frowns and quietened screams.

Doctor: "I'm so very sorry...you have about two or three months left...
Me: "...*smiles*"

Sometimes it hurts...So i just smile

Hate me cause you love me or love me cause you hate me, either way i'll always love you...

Heaven may be running on empty,
But the devil rides...

*took from my poem "Something diabolical"*