My utmost decision, based on a vision, it's coming true.. you want her, but i want you.. i suppose i'll just move on too....

In my dreams, it's you and me
holding hands under the moonbeams

I call you just to hear your voice
yet I dont make a single noise
I really need to make a choice
I think I'm stuck on you, boy

I'll love you now
I loved you then
I'd have loved you forever
But never again

Nothing between us
just skin to skin
sharing the warmth
I slowly breathe in..
our two bodies
are becoming one
hiding the cold
my mind goes numb..
just the sensual touch
the close embrace
capturing the moment
spending the days..

I need to move on
move away from you
I need to stay strong
you make me so blue
I still have the feelings
they'll always be there
But it just doesnt seem
that you really care..

We must get Hurt in order to grow
we must fail in order to Know
our visions may clear only after our Eyes are washed away with Tears

..and deep inside I want to cry
because my life is disintigrating
before my very eyes