I'm too stressed to sleep
I don't know what's happening...

In my mind I cry
in my eyes you can see...

I think I'm in love
I can't get him out of my head...

I once loved you
you once loved me...

I want to quit cutting my wrists
I want to unclench my fists...

There's blood on my arms
and blood on my legs...

I want to run away
far away from this place...

When I was up in Heaven
I watched my friends forget me...

Not a word was spoken
not a single thing was said...

Help with the pain and help with the tears
help with the lies and help with the fears...

You beat me, raped me, and called me a thief
and after being tortured for a few years, I...

You were always there for me
whether I lived with you or not...