In my mind I cry
in my eyes you can see
what all of your words
end up doing to me
no you're not stupid
but there are other ways
I can't live without you
so I'm begging you to stay
do you hate me so much
that you had to get away like this
don't even pretend you're not on my mind
more than those guys who want more than I'm going to give
you are my best friend
and that will never change
if we keep doing the things we do to ourselves
our lives will never be the same
if only you could see
what the things you say do to me
the night I read what you though
I cut until I didn't bleed
I'm, sorry I talk about boys
every time we talk
but if we didn't
neither of us would call
I won't talk about boys
for a long time
well at least not to you
if that's what makes everything fine
I don't want to get hurt
but I hear the things you say
it's not that I don't care
I just want everything to be okay
