Wishing that i had someone that would hold me...
wishing that you would have been there like you...

N when i thought we were gonna be together maybe...
so in love with you yet we have never been...

Waking up once again with out a smile on my face...
Waking up knowing that you are not mine...

I find my self looking back into the past..
looking back to that day...

Watching the razor as it cuts deep in my skin
watching the blood fallow as it gets longer till...

Lying here wondering how I ever let you do that to...
I no it was sometime ago and people say I should...

Only 16 i gave this boy what i had left
i thought it was love, he told me so...

It was about ten o'clock
an you was hittin me up...

All the blood dripping from that same razor that i...
this is gonna be the last time that I'm gonna here...

And the feelings just ain't the same
I'm still in love with you but not how i should be...

Why did you say i love you when all you do is lie...
you called me tonight i couldn't talk, didn't want...

All the pain an hurt I've gone threw
all the things you ever did to me...