Forced abortion

by alana   Apr 8, 2007


Only 16 i gave this boy what i had left
i thought it was love, he told me so
yeah i should have known better
young love such an innocent little girl
now caring one of her own
daddy's gone right after i showed him the test

feeling her move in side of me
such a mistake that i had made
but i can feel this little one growing
there telling me I'm to young
i need to do whats right
shes going to look just like me
how could they do this to my little girl

they took me to that place
the one i told her i would never go
night after night i stayed up talking to her,
even tho she was not yet in this world
i could feel all the love already that had grown
over the past few months

they took me there and told me it was for the best
i didn't have a choice because it was done all with force
baby girl i hope you forgive me
it was a mistake and one i would have taken care of
i hope you can believe me

your in heaven now
and i hope god is there for you
i wonder what it would have been like
to hold you in my arms
the first look in your eyes when i held you there
what features of mine would you cary
wishing i would have gotten the chance to meet you

i still have the first ultrasound picture
you would have made a difference if they just would have let you go to full term
the world lost a real winer and i hope they no that

my perfect little angle
the one didn't even get her chance in this world
adoration is what its called..
taking a life out of this world before it even had a chance

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  • 17 years ago

    by Concrete Angel

    Omg.. I am totally bawling right now! I am so sorry! No one should be forced to do that. I lost my baby girl too. It is really hard. If you ever want to talk send me a message

    -Catie-
    AKA
    ConcreteAngle