.i'm planning to live forever...so far, so good.

.suicide is cheating the doctors out of a job.

.the voice told me.
.'smile and be happy for it might get worse'.
.and i smiled.
.and i was happy.
.and it did get worse.

.at the beginning there was nothing.
.then God said 'let there be light!'.
.and there was still nothing.
.but at least you could see it.

.i write her name across the ocean.
.the big empty sea.
.what am i supposed to do now?.
.please think of me.

.when i'm with you.
.it seems so easy.
.my best days are with you.
.they are so easy.
...and giving up is too easy...

.as a lover.
.i'm about as impressive.
.as a magician.
.on the radio.

.to all virgins:.
."thanks for nothing".

[it's pretty lame, but for some reason i find it amusing]

.if i cannot love you.
.i will not love at all.
.i'll hold you close.
.like i've never held on to anything in my entire life.
...stay with me...

.i'm not suicidal.
.i just don't see the point in living sometimes.