When i cut. i cut deep. i cut for
the pain. for the near death
experience. i cut to feel
something. to feel for the people
that left me broken

I gave up caring the day i met you

I find it so funny that you believe this smile

Thanks daddy for being there
for leaving us behind
for letting us hurt
you really must love me

Slit my wrists and watch them bleed
this hidden depression is getting the best of me

I know that i have to do it.. cuz i cant go one more day seeing your face... so when they read the note.. know your the one who left me this way

And I was fine at pretending
Until I met you
Now everything's a mess
And I can't hide what I'm going through

Me-on cutting..

him: why do you do that to yourself?

me: im doing it because i hate myself i hate my life and i hate people that believe im ok because i put on a smile...

Have you ever wanted to know something so bad and when you find out you wish you never asked?

The sparkle in her eyes
has faded away
and tho she trys
all she does is cry
so she slowly fades
just like the sparkle in her eyes....